Can’t get over him when allergy commercials never end

If you know me at all you know that I’m an extremely emotional human being. No matter what the topic is, I am likely to have a lot of feelings about it. I can be very empathetic and compassionate for other humans and living beings. This definitely causes me to have a lot of difficult times when I see things suffering. Unfortunately, I don’t have the same sense of compassion when it comes to myself. When I am going through a difficult period, I feel impatient and frustrated with myself. That’s why I have been rather out of sorts recently when it comes to a matter of heartbreak.. Several months ago my boyfriend and I broke up without any warning. Ever since then I have been emotional every time I change my thermostat settings, swap out the air filter, or reprogram the air purification system. It’s difficult for me to do anything with the central heating and cooling system without thinking of him because he was a professional HVAC technician. It doesn’t help that I have been so bored and alone that my TV has been on 24/7. Every other commercial seems to be an allergy medication. When we were together I suffered from terrible indoor allergies and my boyfriend was constantly trying to improve my indoor air quality. He always had a new remedy in the form of a novel heating and cooling device or improved filtration system. Now that we are separated I see reminders of my allergies everywhere… Which means I’m constantly thinking of my ex in his hunky HVAC uniform.

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